being sick is a job in of itself

every day i have to do things to keep my body functioning. things that people who do not have to live with an illness, don't have to do. the reason this is so unfair is because people who are not sick, don't have to take all of these extra steps. but i do, and i dont have the energy for it. i have to take pills 4 ties a day, i do 4+ breathing treatments every day, i eat high fat, low carb, i wear braces and splints, i do physical therapy, there are so many things that i have to do that healthy people don't and they are the ones with all of the energy. i get so angry sometimes, like, i feel like i got cheated in life. when i think back there was really never a time that i had it easy. between mental and physical illness, the loss of my mom etc. its always been rough. i don't want to complain because i have a lot to be happy about, but im scared. this is my life and im losing it because im sick.